I'M GOING HOME ON FRIDAYYY~ I'm kinda happy and kinda sad about that... I'm gonna miss this 110*F weather D; I hope I get to talk to her soon... it's been ages, and I miss her lots
asdfdg; You're going back to Canada soon, though, riiiiight? CB I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. My parents finally picked us up from my aunt's house though, so... I don't get to use the computer often. :c
I'm glad you're having fun, sweetie. c: Oh, and I got my hair cut... AGAIN. It's like... Shorter than my brothers hair in the back and it's super long in the front. I feel like a pimp. BD
And my cooking class was cancelled, so this lady named Yolanda is gonna teach me to cook. She's really nice and made of awesome. She has a pet squirrel. A trained, pet squirrel. asdfdg;
Yes I ammmm... friday afternoon. I'm so happy to be going home, you have noooo idea... the weather's been really shitty here, all thunderstorm-y and whatnot, so I can't do anything :I I MISS YOU TOO.
Pfff, you and your haircuts |D My hair's grown, like, 2 inches from the sun. And since I straighten the bottom layers, it's extra long, so I can juuuust cover my boobs with the tips of my hair. I look like one of those old school painting with the naked sluts whose hair just happens to cover their stuff c:
A PET SQUIRREL. I'm jealous. I want a pet crow, but my dad's like "No, it'll poop and caw in our house."
I've been... actually, kinda shitty lately. Even though I eat, like, one meal a day because the heat makes me lose my appetite, I've gained weight. What the fuck. And I eat just salads and fruit and I'm getting fat. I'm so upset. I worked all year to get nice legs and a flat stomach and now they're gone. And I brought all my stuff to go running while I'm here, but I forgot my puffer. So I'm being taunted by my running shoes. And I don't want to be chubby. All the girls here are so perfect and gorgeous and I just feel like everyone's staring at me. I wanna be pretty like them. I just wanna be perfect for you. Ugghh, it's so frustrating :I But, anywayysss.... how're things with you?
Ahhh, well, the weather is okay here. I wouldn't complain. |D
I love cutting my hair thoughhhhh. IT'S FUN. CB ohwow. -facepalm- I don't even know what my hair looks like when it's not straightened. I've had this haircut for like... A couple of hours. |D
I KNOW. I told her that I was honored to have a teacher with a pet squirrel. Oh, and I also told her that I was gonna take courses with Mayuli, and everything, and she just said,"...That bitch stole my recipes. >:I" ....She got scary after that.;;
Awww. D; Look, I remember that my friend Kelly was all,"I'm not gonna eat anything anymore because I'm fat!" But nooo, not eating isn't going to help. Your body needs something to actually BURN OFF. ...She wasn't fat at all, though. :I Anywayyy, if you want to get thinner, just eat the right amount of everything-- It'll help. Besides, I'm sure you're not fat at all, Stephie. Don't worry! Alright? And you are perfect for me, sweetie. <3 I love you so much.
Umm... Well, with me? Boring. Just learning how to cook some more stuff. |D;
Yeah, I guess the weather here is better than in Vancouver... at least it's still warm here when it's cloudy c:
I like cutting my hair, too, but I always get so scareddd. And they always straighten my hair afterwards and then I look stupid |D; Hahaha, shuddup, my hair, and the fact that I can hide my boobies with it, is amazing. And you know it BD
That's like my home ec. teacher in grade 8. She was bitching about another teacher from another school stealing her recipes and she got really freaky D;
It's not that I'm not eating to try to get thin. I know that doesn't work, because then when you DO eat, your body just stores that as fat because it thinks you're not gonna eat again. I'm just... never hungry. A couple days ago, I ate a bun with butter, a couple grapes and an oreo for the whole day. Then again, I was really dehydrated. That was actually so scary. I couldn't control what I was saying and I forgot what grapes were when my mom offered them to me. I tried to say "Mom, dad called me a dumbass" and I said "Mom, he says bundass."... something was seriously wrong with me. orz ANYWAYS. I'm not, like... super fat. I'm not a fat person, but I have fat on my body. I'm just chubby, I guess. And I hate it, because I have an obsession with looking good all the time and I just feel like I don't look good anymore. And when I look at myself.. ugh, all I see are fat thighs and love handles. It sucks. Thanks, baby. I love you, too. I just feel like you deserve to be with this perfect, gorgeous, sexy woman with curves in all the right places, and you're stuck with a little fatty :I Oh well, I'm sure I'll get over it. Once I get home, I'm gonna start running every day, and I don't care how long it takes, I'm gonna be thin again, dammit.
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Rawr!
"Cause I've got you, and you've got me, and that's, that's all we need..."
-When I Get Up/I've Got You by Tegan and Sara
<3 Evanescence Always
I hope I get to talk to her soon... it's been ages, and I miss her lots
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You're going back to Canada soon, though, riiiiight? CB
I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY.
My parents finally picked us up from my aunt's house though, so... I don't get to use the computer often. :c
I'm glad you're having fun, sweetie. c:
Oh, and I got my hair cut...
AGAIN.
It's like... Shorter than my brothers hair in the back and it's super long in the front. I feel like a pimp. BD
And my cooking class was cancelled, so this lady named Yolanda is gonna teach me to cook.
She's really nice and made of awesome.
She has a pet squirrel.
A trained, pet squirrel.
asdfdg;
OH, UM. OKAY.
How've you been, sweetheart? <3
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I MISS YOU TOO.
Pfff, you and your haircuts |D
My hair's grown, like, 2 inches from the sun. And since I straighten the bottom layers, it's extra long, so I can juuuust cover my boobs with the tips of my hair. I look like one of those old school painting with the naked sluts whose hair just happens to cover their stuff c:
A PET SQUIRREL.
I'm jealous.
I want a pet crow, but my dad's like "No, it'll poop and caw in our house."
I've been... actually, kinda shitty lately. Even though I eat, like, one meal a day because the heat makes me lose my appetite, I've gained weight. What the fuck. And I eat just salads and fruit and I'm getting fat. I'm so upset. I worked all year to get nice legs and a flat stomach and now they're gone. And I brought all my stuff to go running while I'm here, but I forgot my puffer. So I'm being taunted by my running shoes. And I don't want to be chubby. All the girls here are so perfect and gorgeous and I just feel like everyone's staring at me. I wanna be pretty like them. I just wanna be perfect for you. Ugghh, it's so frustrating :I
But, anywayysss.... how're things with you?
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I love cutting my hair thoughhhhh. IT'S FUN. CB
ohwow. -facepalm-
I don't even know what my hair looks like when it's not straightened. I've had this haircut for like... A couple of hours. |D
I KNOW.
I told her that I was honored to have a teacher with a pet squirrel.
Oh, and I also told her that I was gonna take courses with Mayuli, and everything, and she just said,"...That bitch stole my recipes. >:I"
....She got scary after that.;;
Awww. D;
Look, I remember that my friend Kelly was all,"I'm not gonna eat anything anymore because I'm fat!"
But nooo, not eating isn't going to help. Your body needs something to actually BURN OFF. ...She wasn't fat at all, though. :I
Anywayyy, if you want to get thinner, just eat the right amount of everything-- It'll help.
Besides, I'm sure you're not fat at all, Stephie. Don't worry! Alright?
And you are perfect for me, sweetie. <3
I love you so much.
Umm...
Well, with me?
Boring.
Just learning how to cook some more stuff. |D;
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I like cutting my hair, too, but I always get so scareddd. And they always straighten my hair afterwards and then I look stupid |D;
Hahaha, shuddup, my hair, and the fact that I can hide my boobies with it, is amazing. And you know it BD
That's like my home ec. teacher in grade 8. She was bitching about another teacher from another school stealing her recipes and she got really freaky D;
It's not that I'm not eating to try to get thin. I know that doesn't work, because then when you DO eat, your body just stores that as fat because it thinks you're not gonna eat again. I'm just... never hungry.
A couple days ago, I ate a bun with butter, a couple grapes and an oreo for the whole day. Then again, I was really dehydrated. That was actually so scary. I couldn't control what I was saying and I forgot what grapes were when my mom offered them to me. I tried to say "Mom, dad called me a dumbass" and I said "Mom, he says bundass."... something was seriously wrong with me. orz
ANYWAYS.
I'm not, like... super fat. I'm not a fat person, but I have fat on my body. I'm just chubby, I guess. And I hate it, because I have an obsession with looking good all the time and I just feel like I don't look good anymore. And when I look at myself.. ugh, all I see are fat thighs and love handles. It sucks.
Thanks, baby. I love you, too. I just feel like you deserve to be with this perfect, gorgeous, sexy woman with curves in all the right places, and you're stuck with a little fatty :I
Oh well, I'm sure I'll get over it. Once I get home, I'm gonna start running every day, and I don't care how long it takes, I'm gonna be thin again, dammit.
Well, cooking is fun! c:
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I'm sure you will...
Note me when you get back and tell me alllll about it all
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Rawr!
"Cause I've got you, and you've got me, and that's, that's all we need..."
-When I Get Up/I've Got You by Tegan and Sara
<3 Evanescence Always
Alright, I will! I'm probably gonna write a giant epic journal for you P:
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Rawr!
"Cause I've got you, and you've got me, and that's, that's all we need..."
-When I Get Up/I've Got You by Tegan and Sara
<3 Evanescence Always
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